Lovesick, written at 1:39pm, 07/01/20

Though our physical bodies might not Exist In this world forever, You and I will exist for all eternity, My love, my life   Our souls will stay intertwined Long after our bodies are gone   We will swim together in the deepest depths Of the oceans and Lie together on top Of the empty …

Release, written at 12:42am, 03/12/21

you make me catch my breath. clumsily, frequently. perhaps a little too frequently for our... situation. this is rare; an indication of who you are to me - who you could be, to me. i daydream about you. clumsily. frequently. perhaps a little too frequently for our... situation. i think about giving myself to you. …

Casual, written at 8:24pm, 09/02/20

Let's keep things casual, You told me Whilst revealing your deepest emotions As we lay in your bed, Fingers intertwined and Words flowing effortlessly   You told me all about The day you found out your parents were Getting a divorce You were 7 years old And you talked about repairing your relationship with your …

10 Ways I Try to Fall Asleep at Night, written at 2:46pm, 09/01/20

1. list all my happy memories from earlier that day or the week or the month 2. put on my favourite spotify playlist and hit shuffle skip the song that makes me think of your kisses distract myself with a bingeable Netflix show modern family is good for this 3. count to 5 and inhale, …

Colours, written at 9:29pm, 11/01/20

Have you ever deeply associated a person with a certain colour? And when that person disappears, You never think of that colour in the same way Again... I had to learn to love mustard yellow Once more When you left me And magenta Still breaks my heart a little...   Nothing has felt as grey …

How to (sort of) Survive Lockdown

Hey guys, I hope you’re all doing okay during all this craziness! I was right in the middle of finally getting all my sh*t together when the pandemic hit. I was about to sign up for a gym membership, I had just started a new job which doubled my monthly income and my mental health …

Falling Apart, Again, written at 11:26pm, 11/11/19

You should be writing me a letter With your fanciest ink pen You know, the one your dad bought you for Christmas I deserve a tear-stained page And a heartfelt apology From you After you charmed your way into my life With all your softly spoken promises That were nothing but false   I was …

Loveless Girl, written at 12:25am, 06/11/19

  I always had this notion of myself being a Loveless Girl Mostly due to the fact that I push people away Never letting them get close to my heart But you, You were different   You were always so soft with me You made me laugh hard enough For my real smile to make …

My Sadness Meal: Banana and Chocolate Orange Pancakes, written at 4:02pm, 03/10/19

  Hi pals,   I’m so sorry it’s been so long since my last upload. Over the last two months, my mental health has been in serious decline and I’ve had zero motivation to write. Although I am doing better these days, I do still have bad days. My reward for surviving a shitty day …

Some Girls I Once Loved, written at 7:17pm, 03/08/19

  There was a cherry girl – Hair always perfectly curled, Lipstick always smudged the right amount, She was sexy lingerie Worn underneath a thrifted leather jacket Always tasting of menthol cigarettes With the aftertaste of late-night kisses But she left before the sun rose Without even a note To say goodbye   Then, there …